Wednesday, July 30, 2008
angry?just say..don't need to go one big round and all..i got nothing to say cause i felt that it was just a passing remark and never expect to dwell on it at all..i never even show anything..if i am moody i just shut up..and if thats wrong then what am i suppose to do?i don't understand..cause i felt that i am trying my best to follow up,trying to support you whenever you need..i don't know what i suppose to do..if you don't like smthing just voice it out..i rather u do that than going round..i don't know luh..cause i just felt so hurt..cause its a small thing..when u tell me what u don't like i tell others not to mention..if you need help i try my best..???!!!if tolerating is what you felt all these time then why don't say...treating me the way u don't want to?then what is the good times counted as?
i am not angry at all if u feel that i'm in the wrong then i am sorry..probably my words are too harsh towards you..
i am not angry..just really upset..didn't take it to heart..trusted..
Labels: speachless
*simply me*|4:33 PM|
Saturday, July 26, 2008
so celebrated my cousins birthday:)yesterday...i was kinda lifeless..cause there were like many many ids all around me..so we got her a cool present:)and luckily I've got my cute little cousin Megan to keep me company..haha..she is really adorable man! every time i sing her song then she will clap hand with me:)yay:)love love!
some pictures of her:)haha:)
my darling puffy cheek cousin:)her name is Megan:)the bacon:)haha:)love love love her:)
haha:)was playing superman with my baby cousin:)i love her she is super cute:)haha:)having fun!yay:)
okay..enough of the cute thingy..haha..anw..today had training and i feel so tired cause i lack sleep..and all my shots were like just flying in the air..lucky then maybe it will go in like tat:(haven't really played well these few days..whats wrong ANNA!:(SIGH..talking about this..i still have lots of things to do..and look what am i doing here...blogging!wasting time again!anna ah anna:/ oh well..bought a new bad today!yayayayayay!hahaha:) its really...okay luh:)but then its very nice the material:)so ya:)nice!:)haha:)thanks kt for companying me:)then after that i bought so freaking many things so i had to carry them home after that..oh!oh!there was this crazy man sitting behind me on the bus!i was so freaked out luh! wth!i was like thinking what if he take a knife out and kill me or anything related to that..eeee..so freaky!he was just shouting crap!seriously crap..i thought he was talking to sm1 at 1st but then i realized tat there was nobody around him except for ME!AHHHHHHH!freaky!
Labels: your best may not be my best
*simply me*|6:18 PM|
Monday, July 21, 2008
haven't blogged in exactly 10 days..haha..been very very stressed past few days thanks to the crazy block testsss heh..totally killed me luh...so went out to relax a bit with friends..sat was out with killiney ppl and then today out with the others:)the studying at WM didn't really work for me..probably thanks to the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG that was freaking loud:( so irritating..heh..then went to watch the dark knight :)it was seriously a LONG movie.. but nice..i was thinking should i sleep during the movie cus i was too too tired..but then i did not cus i paid $9.50 for it and its so worth it:)nice:)okay then had subway and shan parents gave me a lift home!yay:)haha:)tompang:)!!
so today juniors played with ZhongHua and wond but i think 10+ points:) yay:)proud of your!:)haha:) then after that went out with yao and kt:)haha:) i was rather moody..dunno why..probably cause i am sleepy..oh well..got loads to complete:( i don't want to get my papers back:(sigh:(PHYSICAL TEST TMR!!:(:(:(:(:(
things just don't seem how it should be like..
guess thats why theres a word called...adapt:/ change for things cause it won't change to fit us:/
Labels: give me time to change to who u want me to be..
*simply me*|11:01 PM|
Friday, July 11, 2008
don't know how to start this:/ but today was just bad..seriously bad:( sigh..didn't even go school:(
oh well don't want to talk about it:/ i seriously need a break from every single thing in my life..i have no time for myself at all:/ and i feel so fake to everything..cause i have to do things i don't want to..say things i don't feel like saying and sometimes treat people the way i don't want to...i am so so tired:/ everyone around me..just keeps telling me to study telling me to do this and do that:( i have a freaking brain and it CAN function on its own without so many instructions!:/okay..thats enough of venting everything out..now i don't have a maid and my mum is seriously getting on my nerves..i already 忍到不可忍!oh well..i need to go Chinese Doc but then have no time:( so much work to do:/and yet don't feel like doing anything:(it never changes...why nobody believes to forgive and forget:/ whats happening just makes things worse..
the give up idea seems to be on my mindLabels: speachless
*simply me*|4:25 PM|
Saturday, July 5, 2008
tired:/ today learn a new sport called HANDBALL!haha(: its quite fun:) but then i hated the sun thats all:)so today went to play hand ball with the others:) haha:) and now my back is like..crap:(:(
its really crazy..sit pain..stand pain..even LIE on the bed also pain!i really dunno what position to be in already...cannot think of any..sigh...so i think i am going to stop training!but i can't resist to stop!ahh:(how!how!how!!!i scared later my stamina drop lose touch and everything..probably i no confidence:?oh well a lot of test coming up but then i have to see zhong yi asap!cause now my back needs to go UNDER CONSTRUCTION:?!jia you anna!
i am rather moody these few days..and i'm sorry for that..Labels: under construction:/
*simply me*|10:07 PM|