Endless Road_______Endless Journey

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

angry?just say..don't need to go one big round and all..i got nothing to say cause i felt that it was just a passing remark and never expect to dwell on it at all..i never even show anything..if i am moody i just shut up..and if thats wrong then what am i suppose to do?i don't understand..cause i felt that i am trying my best to follow up,trying to support you whenever you need..i don't know what i suppose to do..if you don't like smthing just voice it out..i rather u do that than going round..i don't know luh..cause i just felt so hurt..cause its a small thing..when u tell me what u don't like i tell others not to mention..if you need help i try my best..???!!!if tolerating is what you felt all these time then why don't say...treating me the way u don't want to?then what is the good times counted as?
i am not angry at all if u feel that i'm in the wrong then i am sorry..probably my words are too harsh towards you..
i am not angry..just really upset..didn't take it to heart..trusted..

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Friday, July 11, 2008

don't know how to start this:/ but today was just bad..seriously bad:( sigh..didn't even go school:(
oh well don't want to talk about it:/ i seriously need a break from every single thing in my life..i have no time for myself at all:/ and i feel so fake to everything..cause i have to do things i don't want to..say things i don't feel like saying and sometimes treat people the way i don't want to...i am so so tired:/ everyone around me..just keeps telling me to study telling me to do this and do that:( i have a freaking brain and it CAN function on its own without so many instructions!:/okay..thats enough of venting everything out..now i don't have a maid and my mum is seriously getting on my nerves..i already 忍到不可忍!oh well..i need to go Chinese Doc but then have no time:( so much work to do:/and yet don't feel like doing anything:(it never changes...why nobody believes to forgive and forget:/ whats happening just makes things worse..
the give up idea seems to be on my mind

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

sometimes your apology to me is? meaningless
trying to change my image of things and of you..but you lost the trust that was between us..
i know its hard, cause it may not be ur fault..but have you ever thought if u had put in just a little more effort it may be different..
i don't want words..i just want you to show..to prove that you're giving your 100%
because it would be unfair to the others who did...
make an effort to do thing properly, make sacrifices, and give their 120% to cover up the mistakes that you've made.to reach the same goal.
don't apologies and don't need to feel sorry, just reflect and start afresh.
cause there'll always be a rainbow after a rain.加油！
don't want any more disappointments.

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