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Monday, August 6, 2007

TOday is a LOUSY DAY:(Things just don't seem to go right:(whatever i do i make a mistake...can't take it anymore:(trng started..not so early..ya..i was wearing uni when we started as sara borrowed my pe shirt when she had oral..but nicole lended me hers aft that..yup..and then we did the nomal thing and i played like shit:(jl was screaming at me cus i missed passed alot of times:(:(and i played wrongly most of the time:(wth luh!dunno wads the prob with me..i just can't seem to play well today..my stamina seemed to had dropped cus i was sick that time and missed the trngs:(:(then when jl screams i panick:/ah well..i could not dribble with my left hand cus i think i cracked the wrist part so i can't shoot well and my shots are all AIR BALL!:(:(wth!cannot take it alr!!i bruised my knee too:(:(and my fingers are like dead:(they are simply USELESS:(just like me:(USELESS!!:(oh man:((now i got a pile of work waiting for me to get it done:(don't feel like doing it alr!!just feeling throwing it into the bin!!:Xi won't be able to sleepwell:(then the teachers will complain that i don't pay attention in class...so when i don't pay attention = trouble:(WTH!!!
everything is just trouble!!!wish i could just fall asleep and never never wake up to face all this crappy rubbish!!HATE THIS FEELING:( okay..i think i have vented enough of my anger by just crapping everything out..stupid me..
so tired&restless...mr tee is going to kill me when he sees that i have given him crap for the work he gave us!ahhhhh!!!EOY is comming!!:(then have to study and study..my mother nanging had never ended at all:(so ya...but i still love her:)for what she had done for meeee!love you mummy!!
okay..i shall end here!
i hope all the worries will be gone..i just don't want to do some things some time..
need some space to think about it..give me some time:(
i can't promise anything..but i'll try my best:/

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Monday, July 9, 2007

c'div jia you!!
Played against Queenstown Recently and won them 39 - 8 i think..yea..ahh..now i am so tired:((had trng in school earlier..ah well had geog test today:(i hope i will score for this test:(my science test died alr:((ah..this sux:(i got the sleepy and tired feeling alr:(oH!!today on court i felt super sleepy and tired:((more like restless luh:(cannot FOCUS!!:((anyway..we must try our best on thur and beat yu ying!!i don't want to regret i don't want to end this season so fast!!so we will have to do our best!!show others that SCGS is not so easily beaten!!we show our sc power!!yea!!i guess i better concerntrate on playing well and stop worrying about all the other things:(FOCUS ANNA!FOCUS!!
To the team:
i don't care if we leave the court on thur...win or lose..
all i care is that we try our best and we will face everything as a TEAM!
And we are not only a team..we are a BIG HAPPY FAMILY!
Team i love you!:)give it your best shot!

Other teams only have 12 players..(booo!)
but we're special..
we have the whole basketball family!(cheers!)

i seem to lose control of my actions on court:(
my stamina is dropping badly..
why is this happenning?:(
am i preasuring myself too much:(
i just want to do my best .because i love my team
.i don't want to regret:(

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Today was okay..went for trng in the morning at 9 i thought i was going to be late as the bus was like super slow luh!!>:(but in the end i reached at 8 .56:)if i remembered correctly..yup then went for ttn at 12 plus..bathed in school first cus i smelled like shit:(the water was freezing luh:((i ate my lunch in the ttn center cus i was super super hungry:(i felt very tired after everything...went home and slept for like 2 hrs..i could not take it..my head was spinning..maybe i was super exhausted:(((not enough rest this few days..lots of problems and worries:((

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Everything is in a mess and everyone is sad and confused:((
There were misunderstandings and everyone just kept it to themselves:((
i feel useless and i also owe everyone an apology for all the mistakes i made..
i dun show how i feel because i am scared so i decided to just kept it...
i cannot change anything without everyone's help:(
i hope things would change for the better:((
but all i can say sincerly...i am sorry

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