training yest gave me a clear view of everything..in the msg..there was something that i added to tell me the truth..believe it or not..i got what i wanted to know..though it was rather disappointing in a way yet i felt that there was hope when i saw the others:)so i thank your for coming..i believe in you and hope together we'll reach our goal/ dream..together(: i love you guys:)thanks:)
school have been quite bad:/ oh wells..i have been sleeping in class:(:( but mostly is cause i am allowed to..today slept for like erm..probably 30-45mins cus i finished my zuo wen fast:)haha..then lao shi did not really do anything so i just ...slept..very tired.. i can't help it:(then i slept in lit too..for 15 mins..tat 1 is not suppose to..she was talking talking till i zzzzzzz..then when i wake up all i saw was my lit book smudged with the or-leng pen i was using to take notes..cause i slept with my inky pen's tip on the book..so i look like i'm am writting :x heh..really!!anna you've gotta wake up!and PAY ATTENTION!!!:!omg...sighs..
then today was actually a rather bad day..but i prefer not to say why..just completed all the basketball stuff tat i need to do!whooo!feel a little relieved..heh..well..i am stopping here..gtg muggg!!!jia you ANNA!
it hurts to see you like tat cause i care and love you..sometimes..things are too sudden..
which make it unacceptable to me:(
once last chance and one last try..i believe in each and everyone of you Labels: how much longer can hang on..
so give yourself a chance to be who you want to be and what you want to achieve!
jia you:)its just the beginning..
oh man..i have freaking loads to do and alot of things had been happening since school started and i seriously have bad headaches:( today's was worse during trng:( ahhh:(pain..really very pain..dunno why the Panadol is not working!so irritating:/
more proposal and more work:/oh crap..i'm WASTING TIME!!!
SCH IS STARTING TOMORROW:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( (x 1000000000000)i really don't want to go sch:(then my life is just like...gone??!study study and study:/stressed:/ sigh..but then looking at the bright side...i get to see my teammates everyday and my dear friends:)thats a kinda good thing i guess..
C'Div going to start on tue!jia you okay jnrs:)the seniors will always support ur:)haha:)i got alot alot of things to do..but i really dun feel like completing any of them..just want to rest for the last day..
my parents are overseas still:(i feel so quiet...scary man..esp at night:/in the room alone..
i am seriously going to miss killiney 08':( i want to play more with all of ur:(sadly this ended kinda early:(but then it was really memorable:)thanks:)in my heart forever and ever:)nxt time meet up will mostly be eoy holidays:/ but then after tat we got o's nxt year:(:( so ya...
alot of things had been happening during the holidays and i really didn't enjoy it at all(except the killiney part)everything was like a chore to me and like alot alot of trouble:(i didn't have time to rest and do what i wanted to do..oh well..its really over:(all the upcoming testsssss:( all the mugging subjects:(ai ya!!!!i want to scream alr! urgh!
end it as soon as possible..
went out with yao.t ,shan, kt and lisa after trng...wa..i am really really really tired alr..i cannot finish my work at all luh:(:(:(some one SAVE ME PLZ PLZ PLZ!sigh...school is going to start like in 2 days!!!:(:(so its doom time..i am loosing my life and my freedom(if i even have)oh my:(this really sux!but then looking on the bright side ...erm...erm...i dunno wads on the bright side..hehe.nvm bout tat..so i bought a t-shirt that says basketball championship on it with yao:)haha:)and then went around shopping dragging my broken legs around the shopping centers..anyway hope ur had a good day today..sry i was rather or actually very dead..cus i really very tired so i'm gona rest and study!take care ppl!:)
I NEED TO TRAIN BADLY!!i am eating so freaking much and like becoming...FAT?!omg!die!i don't want to be a FAT person:(:(:(anyway i am already fat now..so becoming fatter will just make things worse:/ sigh...TODAY...oh its alr 17th so it is YESTERDAY WAS YAOTING'S BIRTHDAY:)!!! Labels: i am tired, simply tired
happy birthday my dear friend:)i love you:)take care and jia you for everything:)
and also grandma's b'dae so we celebrated at night:):)
but went polyclinic with grandma and also went to see sinseh today:/
so it was quite bad, the doctor said i injured my (JIN) if i am not wrong its the nerve...heh..from back all the way down to my ankle..so ya..and then he did alot of things with all the machines but i was so tired so i just slept throughout,though it was damn painful:X the doctor said i over strained and should have came earlier to do it..sigh.like i got so much time..but he ask me to go back on weds then i was like HUH! i so dun have the time luh! THIS IS so pissing me off:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
school is going to start soon and i barely rested at all:(:(:(:(:(:(why!!!i dun want to go school!!!
Labels: speachless
sometimes your apology to me is? meaningless
trying to change my image of things and of you..but you lost the trust that was between us..
i know its hard, cause it may not be ur fault..but have you ever thought if u had put in just a little more effort it may be different..
i don't want words..i just want you to show..to prove that you're giving your 100%
because it would be unfair to the others who did...
make an effort to do thing properly, make sacrifices, and give their 120% to cover up the mistakes that you've made.to reach the same goal.
don't apologies and don't need to feel sorry, just reflect and start afresh.
cause there'll always be a rainbow after a rain.加油！
don't want any more disappointments.
Labels: a day to remember:)
started with trng in the morning then watched the juniors play match !they won by i think 40 points:)good job!then bathed at ccab and went to plaza sing to meet the killineys:)!but they were late and out stomachs were like super hungry so we ate something light first..then they came at 2pm and we went Hot Tomato's rest'!haha...i was so full luh..then they all kept making me laugh till my stomach pain!hehe..was so funny..and all the lameness..and then went Arcade to play..played the shooting thing played single at 1st but then paired up with shan but we had really bad coordination..:X haha..but was fun..then took pics and the two left..so we decided to watch a movie..Indiana Jones..it was damn freaking boring at the starting but was not bad at the end..i felt so uncomfortable sitting at my place so i ask kt to follow me one row down..anyway there was nobody so i just relaxed..but it was freezing..brrrrrr!nv bring jacket sm more..only miss swan did..i was kinda freaked out at sm parts like the stupid ants and the crazy person when they were like searching for the passage way..so stupid!heh..and yi jun kept kicking my chair!and tried to scare me during the movie=.=" but IT DID NOT AT ALL!haha..loser! and cheryl and xf then asked me eh..you sleeping arh?=.="i was like...sigh..but that kt kept on like baby like tat..lie on me..and do all funny things luh..haha...and hou yee was irritating kt and it was damn funny!!!!laugh like crazy..shyshy har kt?haha..but i was bullied by xf the whole time luh..i nv hit so hard then she slap my back so so hard!omg!>:(!heh..then the day ended:(so fast...oh well it was fun:)love you guys:)well take care will meet up some time again:)
Lighthouse Family - High Labels: believe(:
When youre close to tears remember
Some day itll all be over
One day were gonna get so high
And though its darker than december
Whats ahead is a different colour
One day were gonna get so high
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you
cause we are gonna be forever you and me
Youll always keep me flying high in the sky of love
Dont you think its time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day were gonna get so high
cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day were gonna get so high
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you
cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love
High, high, high, high...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59LnsrWkyFM
Labels: it just ended:(
starting to miss:/
friday feels funny..
There are a million things i want to say to all but it can sum up to form one simple word. Labels: it just ended:(
SORRY:(
对不起。i didn't know why at that moment why i blanked out and panicked.
i didn't know why at that moment i made such a huge mistake that cause the team this result,
if i had even tried to shoot that 3-pointer we had a 50% chance, i know its over but i really can't get over it:(and i am sorry.
but i want to thank all killineys for making all these so wonderful, thanks for all the guidance and help,support and everything you gave us!you made it wonderful.THANK YOU!
also thanks to the seniors for coming down to support us, really appreciate it!
sorry for the disappointment..but we'll 加油！
she gave me a chance to prove myself to show who i really am, what i really want..
and guess what I BLEW IT!!!:( ahhhhhhhhhhhh
just feel like screaming out loud!!
sometimes things do not have a second chance...
from failure to phobia..
you don't understand...you only MIS-understand:( Labels: just want to forget everything
if you can forget why can't i..if u can make a mistake WHY CAN'T I!:(
Annabell
23may1993
annabell_ou_yong93@hotmail.com
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