Endless Road_______Endless Journey

Saturday, December 27, 2008

School's going to start like in days time and that seriously suckS!:(:(
this Christmas is so..."FUN" went to help mum to work and i was damn tired..people keep complaining and all..if they think so easy to do then ask them do it themselves luH!=.="
anyways..as they said the customers are always right!:(oh well..so thats how my x'mas eve and x'mas just passed:/ well..yesterday had a game with AES..lost :( oh well..i don't really know wads happening actually..cause i was so tired..then keep stoning! i just stare into air..cus my brain is like dead?! then had punishment..jl made us ran suicides ..that was kinda killer..cause i was very tired..and i dragged myself out of bed..i was seriously half dead..or probably dead alr..so imagine aft that:(:(:(:(:(:(oh well..and i was killed cause i tried to shoot so many n not even 1 got in..i only could do under basket and layup..well..i guess its not counted as an effort:/ i really tried to shoot but the freaking ball never go in..like even though go in half way also come out!!!wth! i feel so helpless to the team and myself too..i really feel that i am trying very hard to make the best out of me..but i seriously ..aye...maybe i am trying hard but not hard enough to meet the expectation:(i am so tired of trying already..feel like just going crazy..just feel like asking some one anyone to help me..but i don't know who the someone is or who the some one will be when i don't have anyone with me..

then went to eat with khoon and shan..at the indian place..the mee goreng was so spicy..i eat until i...oh well then me and shan ordered another prata to eat..cus we could not eat the mee goreng finish..haha..khoon was the goreng eater..haha..then went home with khoon..we went swimming!whoo..haha..thanks khoon for companying me to the super market aft that:)
today gg to khoons house to make some stuff for the bbq tonight!hope it would be fun..

if avoiding is what you think is right for you.then i have nothing to say but to respect your decision.i can understand that maybe by not talking to us you won't feel the pain as bad as if u were..just wish you the best of luck..your presence does not matter cause your already in my heart(:its that that makes me strong enough to face the truth..take care!

Labels: so near yet so far..

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

alot of things happened this few days...well...
i am too tired to think so much..or anything to do with using my brain.
my whole holiday was so torturous for me..i feel so stretched and so exhausted from everything.
and time seems to past so fast that i haven't completed anything..
i feel so screwed and all...especially for my stupid homework..that keeps me worrying:(
haiz sch is gg to start like in weeks time..and soon days..and i don't even have the mood to freaking study!!
i wish i could go to some place..that keeps my mind off things to something like recharge my "energy" then i will come back and do what i have to..
i know i am loosing the drive..the will to fight for what i want..
but i can't seem to give anymore..cause i gave the best i could..
somehow giving in is difficult but i am trying hard..no pressure??maybe thats the best.
i not afraid of any other thing other that letting my people that believe in me down.
thanks to the people that helped me throughout this tough time i had..
i really appreciate for all you have done for me..
big thank you to all!
time is all i need.

Labels: not all believes come true.

*simply me*|11:02 PM|

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

khoon with eyeliner!!!rare!haha..look so cool right???(i mean me hor!)hehehe

oops..this is kinda blur but still we look fine:Xahahahah:)yay!

me and yao..yao looks like he face got smthing wrong luh!god!hahahaahhahah..loser!

this is the no. 1234!YAY!haha..

this looks funny..haha..team!yay!

Labels: happy memories.its sudden but once treasured

*simply me*|8:39 PM|

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

haven't blogged for years man..been rather busy with alot of things these few days.
camp in just 2days time.hope it will be successful:)
sometimes things just don't go the way you plan things to be..
and people that are supposedly supporting you..just only pretends to want to help..
i can feel who are helping me because they have to and because they want to..
cause people just sometimes tend to show it all..
you're behaving like this so i will just have to play to act like all goodie to you as well.
well..i don't know neither do i care anymore about it..cause i just want to keep focus.
thats wad matters most.
stay happy yalL!cause holidays just come and go..(:(:

i've been given this faith,this life..and all i can do is cherish it.
1 life no regrets..all this just made me learn to be stronger.

Labels: whats the truth

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