Endless Road_______Endless Journey

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

YAY!this is my 1ooth post!hahahahaha:)cool!
this few days is freaking B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!
i'm still down with flu and all..and my back is killing me man!i went to the chinese doc.
and she scolded me for confusing her then my face was like...???!!!!=.="""HUR!
okay never mind...then the person said i sprained my ankle but keep on tuo-ing..then i was like okay..then she suddenly twist it back then i was like...AHHHHHH! PAIN ARH! and she did it twice..the crack was like damn loud luh! then she say..okay hao le..i was like..OMG!!!
then alot more crap..for my back and i paid like $70 dollars and its like not even working a single bit...wth!i can hardly balance luh..so i took out the bandage today..cus i dun like it..so grosssss!
but its worse..cus i feel super unstable even though the bone is in the correct position..heh.
oh well thats all for my chi doc experience yest!i dunno when can i go back to train luh!must wait long long lor:"(:"(

was freaking pissed thanks to someone!but now not so bad i guess..
after cooling down..i really thought over it and i learn never to trust anybody so much anymore.
i still remember significantly that day u asked me..Y u don't trust me..i guess..u have the ans to that qn urself..now my turn to ask u..how am i suppose to trust u??
i guess u never thought how it would affect me if this went out just like that.
we're all human and tend to give things away..i really want to say right in front of u..
CAN U JUST STAY OUT OF THIS!
u are so selfish, u never have to feel what i felt that day..the discrimination of me
and whats worse i got my friend down with me..
so why don't you just learn to keep your promises?

the anger in me..is seriously out of my control..
i choose to run away..i don't even know y...
i don't want to go through the whole thing agn..i know neither do u want me to force myself..
but i don't know what i want ..seriously i feel helpless..
and if they only way to keep u beside me is stay beside u then i will..
time is running out and i guess..i will always be there to support you.
guess that is what friends are for.

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