Endless Road_______Endless Journey

Sunday, August 17, 2008

time seem to pass so fast i can't get hold of anything.all i know is i need to do this need to do that:/i seem to have lost the drive to continue this whole thing..theres too many feelings in this world revolving around me that i simply can't control..我真得很累了...in school nothing seems to work out..one minute this another minute that..there are friendS but only one me..one brain to work out a maximum number of things..u say u understand?understand how i feel ?understand the stress i am going through?then think again..u don't understand at all.because your behaving like that..but all i can say is i am trying my best to bring things back to normal..i am really trying..if u don't realize..i don't know why you're like that but i tried my best..and this is it..i don't care and don't want to anymore..
i don't know how to face her anymore..all i say all i do is always wrong is always imperfect..this is me and this is what i have..maybe its too much of neglection that made me want to dislike you..i told myself to try to understand and look in a different manner but i can't anymore..all around me is the negative side of u but i tried my best and convince them to trust u to know what u are doing.
this surely isn't working out much for me..when things are good its nice..but when things turn bad everything seem to suck:(i know u didn't mean it..but then i felt really uneasy when things are being like this..trust?is it really just all about trusting you?you just seem to be thinking wildly and all..i have to catch up and follow you..这样我很累..i gave you the choice for a reason..i don't know what ur going to do next anymore..i feel so insecure in the things you say the things you do..make me feel that i can lose everything in 1 second..i know its hard..but if this is the beginning then what will be the end?
millions of i don't know, i don't care cause i don't have the energy to continue all this..if this is the way you think and if this is the way u want things to be then just let it be..
why are you saying all these things?to let me know something?if thats the case..i don't get a single clue what u want to tell me..

Labels: though i know you for so many years..i still don't understand you at all.

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