Endless Road_______Endless Journey

Saturday, August 30, 2008

ACES DAY!!!!!

me and the special no.8!hahaha:)bolly!thanks for the help:)

me and jephine!yay:)
Honours day!2008!

ooooooo!its me and blubber!hahahahah:)blubblub!

SMILY:)and me:)haha:)

cheryl and my neat neat hair(:yay!

debra,nicole and meee(:

sat beside charmain:)so we took alot alot of pics..but delete like half..cus she didn't like them=.="

b'div 2008(:

somehow i feel this picture is rather UNglam:Xhahaha

blink and few months had passed..don't have time to do alot of things...well..i feel so tired and can't start the crazy studying:/my fuel ended faster than expected..well..i did horribly for ca2:(:(i know i should'nt dwell on it anymore cause its a waste of my time..i need to FOCUS and do it right..anw..aces day on fri together with teachers' day!and We got 3RD!yay!at least efforts were worth it:):)yup..oh and also had honours day on Thursday!& took alot of pics!:)well..:( i don't understand what do some people want me to do sometimes??i just want to ask..what u want me to do!one minute you can be heyy anna and the other u can be behind my back saying things and all that crap!who the hell are you!>:( you think i don't know..but i know every single thing ur saying..but i don't care..cause ur simply wasting my time to think and care for you..i guess what she said was true she really just so fake..yet i chose not to believe her .and said nice stuff about you.wth!!i then understood the meaning of true friends.
well..i forgotten about this thing alr but u reminded me upteen times and i THANK you for that!
whew..well..that was rather...ya..heck luh..anw..i'm sorry if this few days i am so busy and kinda don't have time to pei you:(but i will really have to focus for my studies:/ sorry;( i know you would understand and i thank you for that:)wan:)

Labels: focus anna focus

*simply me*|8:23 PM|

Monday, August 25, 2008

EOY!!!
i am so unprepared luh:(shitty:(crap:(...

been okay recently...never really think much of things..and i feel damn slack:/i think i am luh:( die anna:(plzplz FOCUS:(!thanks nat:)for all th letters and encouragement:) i appreciate everything you do:)love ya:)jia you for EOY!haha:)i will reply your letter SOON:X hehe:)thanks:)and to all ppl out there mugging plz dun be stressed:)jia you:)haha..so today sat beside ming and jill during lecture after sch..so freaking fun:X ming is like..=.=" doing crazy things..and i just go ...hahah..tsk..rather lame:)but it was great finally got to catch up with you all:)jia you for eoys!!i freaking ended at 5 pm!!so tired:( well i still got alot alot of wk to do!!jia you!

Labels: trust me in what i am doing(:(: and thanks for all the understanding and support(moral support)=.=" love u special:)

*simply me*|7:02 PM|

Thursday, August 21, 2008

today is kinda bad...i am in pain:( sadly..and studying is killing me..sigh..got so many things to do till i don't know which to give the priority to?jnrs lost by 8 pts today i think...well they tried their best so ya..freaking tired..and everyone is so stressed..i can't help cause i am struggling on my own..anw..jia you for eoy everyone!
i don't know what to do already.
when i call nobody answers..when i am dying everybody says they can't help me.
then what am i suppose to do?its a dead end in all directions...

Labels: guess its all up to me only...

*simply me*|9:25 PM|

Sunday, August 17, 2008

time seem to pass so fast i can't get hold of anything.all i know is i need to do this need to do that:/i seem to have lost the drive to continue this whole thing..theres too many feelings in this world revolving around me that i simply can't control..我真得很累了...in school nothing seems to work out..one minute this another minute that..there are friendS but only one me..one brain to work out a maximum number of things..u say u understand?understand how i feel ?understand the stress i am going through?then think again..u don't understand at all.because your behaving like that..but all i can say is i am trying my best to bring things back to normal..i am really trying..if u don't realize..i don't know why you're like that but i tried my best..and this is it..i don't care and don't want to anymore..
i don't know how to face her anymore..all i say all i do is always wrong is always imperfect..this is me and this is what i have..maybe its too much of neglection that made me want to dislike you..i told myself to try to understand and look in a different manner but i can't anymore..all around me is the negative side of u but i tried my best and convince them to trust u to know what u are doing.
this surely isn't working out much for me..when things are good its nice..but when things turn bad everything seem to suck:(i know u didn't mean it..but then i felt really uneasy when things are being like this..trust?is it really just all about trusting you?you just seem to be thinking wildly and all..i have to catch up and follow you..这样我很累..i gave you the choice for a reason..i don't know what ur going to do next anymore..i feel so insecure in the things you say the things you do..make me feel that i can lose everything in 1 second..i know its hard..but if this is the beginning then what will be the end?
millions of i don't know, i don't care cause i don't have the energy to continue all this..if this is the way you think and if this is the way u want things to be then just let it be..
why are you saying all these things?to let me know something?if thats the case..i don't get a single clue what u want to tell me..

Labels: though i know you for so many years..i still don't understand you at all.

*simply me*|3:23 PM|

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

whoo..i am going to faint alr..so freaking tired:( i hardly sleep last night..was mugging:(so freaking sian..everything was like damn shitty luh!i was like F**king pissed yest and my partner told me to just heck care about it..i feel so much better already..just thinking of it makes me feel so &*^%$^&*!!THE WORST IS I DON'T EVEN KNOW WADS WRONG??!!ahhh..forget it...waste my time luh..i got so many more things to do..EOY coming up and i am so not working hard enough!:(okay..i am going to start this BY>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>sleeping=.="...cause i need to recharge my battery:X
people know but they just shut up..
and why?cause when its happens so many times..they give up caring wth is happening..

Labels: i don't care anymore..

*simply me*|5:13 PM|

Saturday, August 9, 2008

celebrated national day yest in sch:)but then it was damn short then they tried waste time..keep on standing up and sitting down..so funny:!haha:)then after that went home to sleep cause i slept super late the day before..was celebrating grandpa's birthday:)i feel so happy that i have such a healthy and wonderful grandpa:)i love u grandpa:)and then they made me pick no.s for them to buy TOTO cause i was one of the granddaughters yep..我是最大:)then after that went out around 4+ to meet up with shanny,kt,hy,yj and xf(: went to mos to study but then i nv really concentrate :/ heh..hy they all were just slacking then kt,yj,shan and me just do work lor..and xf studied halfway only=.=" how hard working hor...then we just talk and do work..but then i had to go back early so ya...i really wanted to watch a movie with the others but i could not:(:(so sad..but then i went home and ate my dinner:)was so hungry..dunno why also..haha then they ask me go get changed and went to watch movie,(money not enough 2) at Balestier. i cried like super lot..it was so realistic and then it made me rmb of an incident..but it ended rather late arnd 11.45pm and then went home and bathe...haha i slept at 2.30a.m i think..well..

i kept me thinking..and thinking..think till i feel asleep..heh..

u said i don't understand..how am i suppose to understand if u don't tell me and all:(u make me so worried u know annot?:(:(plz let me understand so i can help you in anyway i can..plz?

Labels: 4 wan(:

*simply me*|2:04 PM|

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

change for the good or change for the bad..i don't know neither do i want to care..
to tiring for me to keep thinking..as said..
i am going to jump down blindfolded..& i know u will be there!
jia you anna:)EOY!!!!!!

Labels: a day to remember:)

*simply me*|10:30 PM|

Monday, August 4, 2008

today is a tiring and bad day for me:/ had all the different type of lessons and end of year is coming alr:( i don't think i am coping well at all:( and it ended horribly with a horrific chem paper:(sux like shit luh:(sigh..i am worrying for myself..that lame right???heh..oh well..then ate with kt and went home to rest...very tired..even though i did nthing but study and do work? oh well now i got to do bball stuff...事情好象做不完一样。。oh well jia you everyone..cause is just the beginning..
you're making me think and think when i don't want to and know that i cannot afford the time to do all these..i just want to make a choice that i know i won't regret..its tough..but i will try..
i can hardly give u my 20% that this will work out well..so i guess..i will break it out to you again very soon..give me some time...

Labels: theres not enough trust...give me some time

*simply me*|10:26 PM|

Saturday, August 2, 2008

PAST VS PRESENT 2008!!
yay!today was rather fun:)well alot seniors turned up..though i don't recognize all of them but then..ya..haha:) but i am seriously exhausted..don't know why..probably had a really long day..so slept of 2hrs or maybe lesser cause the phone kept ringing:/ stupid phone..so i don't know if it was well planned but i guess it was the best i could do..but also thanks to my teammates that support me and help me..love ya:)well..we have more events coming up at the end of the year!so kudos to everyone's hard work:)haha:)Yawns..still tired...heh..oh well enjoys the pics:)