Labels: speachlessangry?just say..don't need to go one big round and all..i got nothing to say cause i felt that it was just a passing remark and never expect to dwell on it at all..i never even show anything..if i am moody i just shut up..and if thats wrong then what am i suppose to do?i don't understand..cause i felt that i am trying my best to follow up,trying to support you whenever you need..i don't know what i suppose to do..if you don't like smthing just voice it out..i rather u do that than going round..i don't know luh..cause i just felt so hurt..cause its a small thing..when u tell me what u don't like i tell others not to mention..if you need help i try my best..???!!!if tolerating is what you felt all these time then why don't say...treating me the way u don't want to?then what is the good times counted as?
i am not angry at all if u feel that i'm in the wrong then i am sorry..probably my words are too harsh towards you..
i am not angry..just really upset..didn't take it to heart..trusted..
so celebrated my cousins birthday:)yesterday...i was kinda lifeless..cause there were like many many ids all around me..so we got her a cool present:)and luckily I've got my cute little cousin Megan to keep me company..haha..she is really adorable man! every time i sing her song then she will clap hand with me:)yay:)love love! Labels: your best may not be my best
some pictures of her:)haha:)
my darling puffy cheek cousin:)her name is Megan:)the bacon:)haha:)love love love her:)
haha:)was playing superman with my baby cousin:)i love her she is super cute:)haha:)having fun!yay:)okay..enough of the cute thingy..haha..anw..today had training and i feel so tired cause i lack sleep..and all my shots were like just flying in the air..lucky then maybe it will go in like tat:(haven't really played well these few days..whats wrong ANNA!:(SIGH..talking about this..i still have lots of things to do..and look what am i doing here...blogging!wasting time again!anna ah anna:/ oh well..bought a new bad today!yayayayayay!hahaha:) its really...okay luh:)but then its very nice the material:)so ya:)nice!:)haha:)thanks kt for companying me:)then after that i bought so freaking many things so i had to carry them home after that..oh!oh!there was this crazy man sitting behind me on the bus!i was so freaked out luh! wth!i was like thinking what if he take a knife out and kill me or anything related to that..eeee..so freaky!he was just shouting crap!seriously crap..i thought he was talking to sm1 at 1st but then i realized tat there was nobody around him except for ME!AHHHHHHH!freaky!
haven't blogged in exactly 10 days..haha..been very very stressed past few days thanks to the crazy block testsss heh..totally killed me luh...so went out to relax a bit with friends..sat was out with killiney ppl and then today out with the others:)the studying at WM didn't really work for me..probably thanks to the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG that was freaking loud:( so irritating..heh..then went to watch the dark knight :)it was seriously a LONG movie.. but nice..i was thinking should i sleep during the movie cus i was too too tired..but then i did not cus i paid $9.50 for it and its so worth it:)nice:)okay then had subway and shan parents gave me a lift home!yay:)haha:)tompang:)!!
so today juniors played with ZhongHua and wond but i think 10+ points:) yay:)proud of your!:)haha:) then after that went out with yao and kt:)haha:) i was rather moody..dunno why..probably cause i am sleepy..oh well..got loads to complete:( i don't want to get my papers back:(sigh:(PHYSICAL TEST TMR!!:(:(:(:(:(
things just don't seem how it should be like..
guess thats why theres a word called...adapt:/ change for things cause it won't change to fit us:/
don't know how to start this:/ but today was just bad..seriously bad:( sigh..didn't even go school:( Labels: speachless
oh well don't want to talk about it:/ i seriously need a break from every single thing in my life..i have no time for myself at all:/ and i feel so fake to everything..cause i have to do things i don't want to..say things i don't feel like saying and sometimes treat people the way i don't want to...i am so so tired:/ everyone around me..just keeps telling me to study telling me to do this and do that:( i have a freaking brain and it CAN function on its own without so many instructions!:/okay..thats enough of venting everything out..now i don't have a maid and my mum is seriously getting on my nerves..i already 忍到不可忍!oh well..i need to go Chinese Doc but then have no time:( so much work to do:/and yet don't feel like doing anything:(it never changes...why nobody believes to forgive and forget:/ whats happening just makes things worse..
the give up idea seems to be on my mind
tired:/ today learn a new sport called HANDBALL!haha(: its quite fun:) but then i hated the sun thats all:)so today went to play hand ball with the others:) haha:) and now my back is like..crap:(:( Labels: under construction:/
its really crazy..sit pain..stand pain..even LIE on the bed also pain!i really dunno what position to be in already...cannot think of any..sigh...so i think i am going to stop training!but i can't resist to stop!ahh:(how!how!how!!!i scared later my stamina drop lose touch and everything..probably i no confidence:?oh well a lot of test coming up but then i have to see zhong yi asap!cause now my back needs to go UNDER CONSTRUCTION:?!jia you anna!
i am rather moody these few days..and i'm sorry for that..
Annabell
23may1993
annabell_ou_yong93@hotmail.com
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